*+Konnichiwa+*

I am still at Amber's house, and i am not exactly having the time of my life.  Their damn dog peed on the floor, and taking into consideration that i am the only one here and that i am bound to see it eventually, i guess it is my responsibility to clean it up.  *+Shimatta+*  I hope that Jordan comes back so that i can talk to him... I asked Ms. Joanne yesterday night if or when the next time she calls Jordan or vice-versa if she can ask him when he is coming back.  She agreed and i was able to breathe again.  You see, Ms. Joanne knows that i like Jordan and i wanted to ask her this type of question in a way that wouldn't sound so suspicious.  I mean, if i didnt' know when Amber was coming back from kansas, then i would have asked her to do the same thing, so yeah... But it's different because Jordan is a guy.. Makes things alot more complicated...

*+konnichiwa+*

I am up early because their dogs woke me up.  One of them was crying for KC.  I was ignoring it for all of this time, and then i couldt' stand it anymore...Gaaah!  So, I'm up now, i have another xanga, i am going to start posting pictures on that when i get home.  I ccan't do it at my friend's house becuase i don't have the digital camera with me at the moment that i can hook up ot the computer.  So, she's gone now... Amber, i mean... She should be on the plane now, her plane arrives at 9:39.  So okaasan (Amber's mom) should be back any moment now...  Oh, for future reference, i call Ms. Joanne *+okaasan+* and my mom *+Okaachan+*  It makes things a little bit easier.  Anyway, i guess i am not going to my Japanese lesson this morning, so i have to call *+Yumi+* to call it off for today, maybe if okaachan is out by *+sunday+*, i can go then?  Or maybe not, i justed called her and she said something about ehr schedule being tight.  I hope that Jordan comes back sometime today or tomorrow so then i won't be alone anymore...  I had a dream that he came back in the morning today. Last night when i wasn't able to go to sleep, it was around 1 something, and i heard something that sounded somewhat like a car door slamming.  My first thought was "Jordan!"  I waited patiently for the front door to open, but it did not...  "Did you hear that?" i asked Amber.  "Yeah," she said.  "I'm going to see what it was." I sat up and looked out the window only to see that it was her uncle going into the garage.  What a letdown.  I know that Jordan can't be gone for too long because his father works during the week and Jordan would be just doing nothing if he were to stay any longer than the weekend.  Well, anyway, i am going to wrap it up and i will come back nad edit later with any new news. Ja mata ne!^^

::edit::  doa o akeru... the front door is open, *+soshite+* with each passing flash of light, i hope that it is anisan's otoosan driving into the driveway, but i know that he is not coming tonight, but still i have that hope that lingers... ashita wa kare ni tabun kaete iru tte...  shiranai~~  I might hold off on the layout until later when i have more time, it is late right now... shimatta, i know that i am going to have to come off soon~~ Iya.... I still have to see if he still likes me, *+saikin wa+* he told me that he still is attracted to me, but i am not so sure anymore.  I have not been able to see him as much so i don't know if that is still the case... 

nante kotonai sasai na
dekigoto ni mata boku wa obieteru
sore wo kakusou to shite wa
tsuyogaru KUSE hakki suru

kimi wa tonari ni yorisoui
WAKE no wakeranu koto wo hanashiteru
bukiyou ni  demo nanto ka
hagemasou to shiteru

kitto  bokura  koushite  yatte ikun darou

gutto kao agete  sukoshi waratte
chotto  sora to ka  aoidarishite
hashiri tsukarete  aruitari to kashite
sonna kanjite  junbi wa iikai

hitotsuzutsu  sukoshizutsu
hora tashika ni  ashiato wo nokoshiteru
sou subete ga  hitotsu no
michi tonari  ima to naru

kesshite  ii koto bakari nanka janai keredo

boku ni wa kimi ga hitsuyou mitai de
kimi ni mo  boku ga hitsuyou nara ne
soko ni tokuni riyuu wa iranai mitai de
warukunai kamo ne  konna mainichi

gutto kao agete  sukoshi waratte
chotto  sora to ka  aoidarishite
hashiri tsukarete  aruitari to kashite
sonna kanjite  junbi wa iikai

boku ni wa kimi ga hitsuyou mitai de
kimi ni mo  boku ga hitsuyou nara ne
soko ni tokuni riyuu wa iranai mitai de
warukunai kamo ne  konna mainichi

*+Konnichiwa+* *+genki shite ita dou datta ka.+*Hi, i went to camp and had a great time.  It is cool going there, because there is no such thing as popularity, and everyone doesn't hang out in different cliques.  Even all of the guys hang out with us.  there are more girls than guys at camp.  Here are some of the camp songs taht we sang.

"This is a repeat after me song!

You can't ride in my little red wagon, the front seat's broken and the axel's draggin', oompah, oompah pah, oompah, oompah, pah."

There are a lot of different verses to the song, but the whole overall song is the same, you use a different tone of voice with each voice.  One of my favorite songs is this one.  You sign with this one.

"Friends are nothing until they camp together, they must camp the whole day, they must camp the night away, they must camp together, they must camp.  Then you substitute "play" "sing" and the last verse i don't know.  My friend named chelsea who also went to camp this year knows the song.  Chelsea, if you ever come to my site can you write down the song in the comments?  Arigatou.  Anyway, i am done writing for now i think.  Oh-- and at camp, i climbed the wall this year and i also learned how to play water polo, and mountain scootering.  It was fun, but it was tiring... So anyway, this weekend, there is going to be a conference and all the JRA camp people can go and everything, i plan to go on Saturday, so then i can go to the carnival that it being held and i can see Sean as well!